It's the way my scars remind me that I'm alive
The same way they remind me that I wanted to die
My veins are raw, even though the scars are closed
I can still feel the pain down inside, the feeling of failure
I remember every drop of blood that I spilled
The way it looked when it splattered to the floor
It's the way my scars remind me how much I craved the razor
The same way it reminds me I hate it as much as I hated myself
I remember the countless times I couldn't even cry
How I sat there numb watching blood pour out of my skin
The hunger for more pain I had, the passionate red I needed to see
Each cut getting deeper everyday, e
Almost a year now...and i'm loving him with every fibre in my body. I guess God does come around when you need him:heart: (:
a shoutout to Mirusan whenever you happen to come around. miss you babe(:
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!
I'm thankful to God for his presence in my life & I wouldn't trade him for the world.
I'm glad im in love. I'm glad im in love with you.